Catholic trads who are racist shitbags)are losing their shit because the Vatican has displayed an andean/amazon goddess, the Pachamama. The Pachamama could be considered similar to a Marian figure. This is a neat little overview that also includes some badass art! However, the catholic trads are UPSET AND OUTRAGED THAT THE POPE WOULD ALLOW AND… Continue reading IN THIS ESSAY: A series where I rant about things – The Catholic Church is Mad about The Source of Their Rites
So, I don't use hexing or cursing in my craft, because I don't like doing it and I think as a white cis woman, I really don't need to access the protective or judgement powers, since my own privilege allows me that. BUUUUT, diving into witchcraft has also made me question Good/Evil/White/Black etc. So like,… Continue reading IN THIS ESSAY: a series where I just rant on some shit I am interested in – Magic, the idea of Darkness, and Understanding the Whole.
Trauma is hard to live with. Sometimes, I get stuck in this sudden whirlwind of rumination. Will I ever feel normal again? What if I can never feel comfortable with myself or the people around me? Will I always have nightmares? What if my medication stops working? What if I can never find lasting companionship?… Continue reading Trauma is Hard to Live With
TW: Frank Suicide Talk I was thinking the other day "If I knew this is how I would feel when I was severely suicidal in college, would I have stuck around?" Then I immediately thought "Nope. This isn't worth it." And I tried to wrestle with that sentiment for a bit. May is a hard… Continue reading If I knew then what I knew now
May 2018 I had a breakdown. May 2019 I have had breakthroughs. This is a weird, hard, complicated anniversary for me. I love being open about my mental health and May is #mentalhealthawareness month and ironically, I’ve been super quiet about the subject. Last May, I had repeated seizures after a family vacation. I didn’t know where I was.… Continue reading The difference a year makes
I'm pro-choice. I used to be "pro-life." Like I thought the pill caused abortions "pro-life." Anti-choice policies don't reduce abortions. They increase them. This has been shown time and time again. The numbers do not lie. The pill doesn't cause abortions, it prevents them. Not just by giving people freedom to experience sex, but by… Continue reading Abortion is Healthcare. All Abortion. Every. Single. Fucking. Time.
So like... Who else is absolutely overwhelmed to the point of a breakdown? Spring is always like this for me. I am SO FUCKIN EXCITED to not be in the cold dark winter and then the jittery excitement of spring has me TOTALLY OVERWHELMED. It is also approaching the one year anniversary of my super… Continue reading Post Traumatic Spring
You stood together in a crowd Holding candles Praying to Our Lady For Cardinal Pell. The tongues of flame Forced to shine a light in the darkness he created. You stood before Her children- In righteousness indignation Proclaimed that the cries of Anger, fear, betrayal and judgement Aligned us through the Devil’s blood With evil.… Continue reading Our Lady of Fire, Pray for Us
I'm a sexual assault survivor. I am a childhood sexual abuse survivor. I am a woman who has survived an abusive relationship. I have self harm scars. I have a fun cocktail or mental illnesses, including CPTSD, Anxiety, Depression, and an eating disorder. I struggle to be in my body at times. There are times… Continue reading Reclaiming
TW: suicide talk I have needed to refill my depression med since sunday. The first few days I was fine! Even in a BETTER mood than normal! Today, I was so fucking anxious. And just now, I was sitting at my desk thinking about how I didn't want to be alone and how I want… Continue reading STOP SAYING HOW MUCH ANTI-DEPRESSANTS SCARE YOU